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Sometimes when getting to sleep, a memory always fly through my mind.

Back to a year ago, I'd tried to determine my next step.

Either to go to exchange in TUM in wintersemester 2014/2015,

or to accept a R&D substitute service job offered from TSMC company.

I was stuck in a dilemma, while contemplating my decision.

I've thogh about every aspect and concern...

Expenses of exchange program, precious time, my girlfriend,  even others' impressions

I admit that the most important factor was time, since I didn't want to postpone graduation for another year.

And of course, my girlfriend's suggestions motivated me a lot, the future life, and the financial difficulties that could appear.

Hence, I choose to give up the opportunity for being an exchange student in Deutschland, which was a goal that I've looked after.

I've believe that this decision would be better, since I was planning to study or work abroad few years ago.

So it was unnecessary to hang out abroad for an extra year.

Yes, I've belive in it until now, but always bubble a vision up. What kind of life will be in the other option?

Nevertheless, It've annoyed me less and less. 

Until my labmate' graduation enraging me, the feeling of regretness started to grow. 

If I've known that I could finish my study within two months, I would plan my exchange project early and would definitely go abroad.

I hate my advisor, since he kind of cheat me and I ended up wasting an year on research and my thesis, which could only be complete for only two months.

So, I decide that whenever I remember this decision, I would try to blame it to him, though it would be bad for my personal development.

But, it make me more comfortable. So, again, I blame it on you!